Hi Ashley, welcome to the forum and congratulations to you and your wife on the pending birth of your child. Children really is what life is about.... The guys on he have heard this from me on many occasions, bikes are awesome but children..... That's what life is all about.
At 25 you are a tad young fir a mid life crisis... Maybe in another 20 years or so
This is a good forum, we look about fur one and other and do care about each other. PJC and Jompy are stars and I hope you will stick around to see how decent these chaps are. You are a special person, not only because we are all unique, but because you got Luke to be diplomatic...... That is a real first and I don't know how that happened.
A lot has been said about your bike and I'm not going to add to what has been said. People's view are because we as a community care about fellow riders, that's one of the good things about biking, we are here to help one and other. I guess from your earlier posts that your day job is something to do with sports? If your job demands self control, then use that on your bike as you said you will...... Take it easy and build up your skills, Don't be afraid to ask questions, we are here to help.
You are not the First person to buy an r1 as a first bike and you will not be the last.